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Though this book is now out of print, in some ways, it
will always be a very special book for me. When I first came up with the
idea of a broke aristocrat who seduces a rich American heiress into matrimony
for her money, the agent I had at that time did not have the faith in the
story that I did, so I put it aside, my confidence in my writing ability
badly shaken. Three years later, when I had a deadline looming and I just
couldn't come up with a new book idea, I dragged out this story, gave
it a little tweaking here and there, and sent it to my editor. She loved
it, and that helped me to regain my confidence as a writer. If you can find
a copy of The Seduction
through Amazon,
I hope you will love it, too.
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Finalist, Romantic Times, Best
Historical Love and Laughter Award, 1997
"Ms. Guhrke has brought together an irresistible force and an immovable
object, and the results are fireworks, chuckles, and satisfied readers.
Grab a copy of this fun-filled book with its heartwarming cast ."
Romantic Times.
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Cairo,
1882 EXCERPT: PROLOGUE
AND CHAPTER ONE
Trevor St. James believed in life's
simple pleasures. French cognac, a Turkish cigar, silk sheets, and a passionate
woman. Tonight, he had enjoyed them all. He leaned back against the headboard
and took a sip of the cognac, his gaze slowly perusing the softly rounded
form of the sleeping woman who lay beside him. He paused to appreciate
the luscious dent in the small of her back before his gaze continued downward.
Lucci really does have excellent taste, he thought, admiring the
enticing curve of her buttocks.
She
stirred slightly in sleep, reminding Trevor that it was not wise to linger
here, and he set thedrink aside. He'd come for a purpose beyond a romp
in the sheets, and he couldn't accomplish it if Isabella awakened.
He rose from the bed and moved across
the room, gathering the clothes that had been tossed aside several hours
before. In the dim light of the lamp, he dressed without making a sound,
then began to search the room, keeping one eye on the woman as he silently
opened the drawers of her dressing table.
In the third drawer,
he found her jewel case. The mahogany case was locked, but that obstacle
posed little problem and he soon opened it. Within, he found a treasure
of diamonds and pearls, the evidence of Lucci's passion for his young
wife, but diamonds and pearls did not interest Trevor. What he sought
was far more valuable. More important, it was his, and Trevor never
relinquished what belonged to him.
He
had removed three trays of jewels from the case before he found the object
of his search, and he smiled with satisfaction as he removed the ancient
necklace of gold and lapis that Lucci had stolen from him. The British
Museum would definitely get their money's worth for this piece.
He pulled from his
pocket the paste replica he had brought with him and laid it carefully
inside the case, then put back the other trays of jewels, careful to return
them in the proper order. After relocking the case, he set it back in
the drawer exactly where he had found it.
As he closed the drawer,
it made a faint, grating sound. He glanced at Isabella, but she did not
awaken. Picking up his jacket from the floor, Trevor tucked his prize
securely into the inside breast pocket, then laid the jacket across a
chair and walked back over to the bed. He leaned down to kiss that lovely
dent in her back, knowing he had to leave and feeling a hint of regret
at the prospect. He trailed kisses along her spine and heard a soft murmur
of sleepy pleasure from the depths of the pillows.
Isabella
turned her head and rose up on her elbows, shaking the dark curtain of
hair from her eyes as she looked at him. "So soon?" she asked,
her voice still husky with sleep.
He
reached out to brush a wisp of hair from her lovely face. "I must
go. My ship leaves at dawn."
"Hours
away," she whispered, pressing a kiss into his palm.
"Lucci
could take it into his head to change his plans, and I don't want him
to find me here."
"He
won't change his plans. He has gone to Alexandria on business."
Trevor
already knew that. But he also knew that Lucci was foolishly besotted
by his beautiful wife and might miss her enough to return unexpectedly.
Trevor intended to be far away from Cairo when that happened. He shook
his head. "It's too risky. I don't wish to die at the hands of your
jealous husband."
Her
lips curved into a pout. "You would not be willing to die for me?"
Trevor
smiled and caressed her cheek. "No, my sweet. I would not."
"Bastard."
The word was soft on her lips, an endearment rather than an epithet.
He
laughed as she rolled onto her back and held out her arms. "Stay.
Even if he did come and he found you here, Lucci would never be able to
defeat you in a fight. He's too fat."
"Somehow, that
does not ease my mind." Trevor caught her wrists and pulled her arms
wide to place a kiss between her breasts. "And I am his most hated
rival."
He released her and
sat up, then reached above her head for his cravat, which was draped carelessly
over the headboard. He gave her a cynical smile. "But then, I suspect
the fact that Lucci and I are rivals in business heightens the pleasure
for you, doesn't it, my sweet?"
She stretched like
a cat and yawned. "Yes," she confessed and smiled at him. "I've
wanted you for the longest time, Trevor. When I saw you at the opera tonight,
I knew this was the perfect opportunity."
Trevor had known it
too. Isabella thought tonight's pleasures had been her idea, but he'd
been planning this ever since Lucci had stolen the necklace from him,
knowing perfectly well that his prize would end up in her hands. Lucci
always gave the jewels to his wife. He really was a fool. That necklace
would bring several thousand pounds on the open market.
She sighed, watching
him as he rose from the bed and walked to the mirror that hung above her
dressing table. "I wish we had more time together," she said
so wistfully that he almost believed she meant it. "I don't see why
you must go to England anyway."
"I don't have
a choice. I am an earl now. That carries certain unavoidable responsibilities."
"Such
as?"
He
bent slightly at the knees to see his reflection in the mirror and began
to tie his cravat. "According to my mother, they include stepping
into my late brother's shoes, marrying a well-bred girl from a respectable--and
hopefully, wealthy--family, and producing an heir to carry on after me."
"You?" She
laughed merrily. "Is that why you're going? To chain yourself to
a lifetime of foxhunting and playing the country squire? How dreadfully
conventional. A man like you isn't made for a life like that. I don't
believe it."
Trevor paused in the
act of buttoning his waistcoat and thought suddenly of home, of the green
fields and rose-covered cottages of Ashton Park, of roast beef and trifle,
of chestnut trees and roaring fires and thick feather mattresses, all
the things he'd left behind ten years ago. An unexpected pang of longing
hit him, and he made a sudden realization.
"Actually,"
he said and resumed buttoning his waistcoat, "I'm rather looking
forward to it."
"You're not serious!"
She sat up in bed and frowned at him. "Have you fallen in love with
some whey-faced English girl on holiday?" she demanded. "Is
that what this is all about?"
He pulled on his jacket
and met her eyes in the mirror. "What does love have to do with getting
married?"
She laughed and fell
back against the pillows. "I see that we are very much alike. I,
too, married out of necessity." She sighed, gazing at him with longing.
"I will miss you, mia caro. But when you grow tired of your English
wife and your country house and your dismal English rain, perhaps you
will return and we will enjoy each other again."
He thought of the necklace
and didn't think that a very likely possibility. Nor did he care. Both
of them had gotten what they wanted, and that was the end of it. He started
for the door.
"Take good care,
Trevor," she called.
"I
always do." He paused in the doorway and looked at her. "You
should take care as well. Lucci might find out about this little rendezvous
of ours."
She seemed unperturbed
by that possibility. "If he does, he will be furious, but he'll forgive
me, and he'll believe whatever explanations I give him. He always does.
He loves me, you see."
"For
now."
His
skeptical reply and cynical smile shook her complacent vanity for a moment,
and she looked at him with uncertainty. "Don't you believe in love?"
Trevor
laughed. "After tonight, darling, how can you ask me that?"
"I
am talking about the emotion, not the act."
"They are both
the same." He saw her frown, her expression one of pique and wounded
feminine pride. "What were you expecting? That I would now be as
besotted with you as your husband is? Don't pout, my sweet. I know it
is not my love you seek, and I am not like Lucci, to be manipulated and
made the fool."
Her
uncertainty evaporated, and she gave him a smile of complete assurance.
"There is something
very appealing about having a husband who is so much in love with me that
he falls all over himself to please me and cannot help making a fool of
himself in the process. I find Lucci's feelings for me quite gratifying."
"Only because
of the power over him those feelings give you."
She studied him for
a moment, not quite certain if he was insulting her, then she laughed.
"You are absolutely right."
Trevor studied her
beautiful, arrogant face, the face of a woman supremely confident of her
ability to entice and beguile, and he knew she was probably right. Lucci
would forgive her--this time. Even if he discovered Trevor had been with
her tonight, even if he discovered the necklace stolen, Lucci would forgive
her. He would forgive her any indiscretion, believe any lie she told him,
get her anything she asked for, because he was enslaved by passion and
thought it love. It would not last.
"Don't push him
too far, my sweet," Trevor cautioned her. "Even the most ardent
husband's passion will fade."
She rose up on her
knees, shaking her dark hair back from her shoulders and displaying for
him all the charms he was leaving behind. "Will it?"
He studied her exquisite
body for a long moment, then said what was expected of him. "No.
Perhaps not."
"Do not forget
me, Trevor," she whispered.
"Never,"
he vowed. "I will remember you and treasure this night all the days
of my life."
She sank back against
the pillows, her scarlet mouth curved with satisfaction. Trevor walked
out the door, and the moment it closed behind him, he promptly forgot
her existence.

Italy,
1882
Margaret
Van Alden wondered if it was truly possible to die of boredom. If so,
she was certain to drop dead at any moment.
The ladies were having tea, a dreaded occasion
in Margaret's opinion, and one to be gotten through as quickly as possible.
For over an hour now, they had been discussing the appropriate subjects.
They had already examined the latest scandals brewing back in London
and the dire state of everybody's health. Now, of course, it was time
for the weather.
As if on cue, the Duchess of Arbuthnot said,
"England is so dreary, I'm told. Lady Morton has written to me
that the rain and fog are going to drive her mad." She set her
teacup back in its saucer with a decided clink and went on, "We
are so fortunate to be in Italy just now, are we not? It is lovely this
time of year. And the countryside is so beautiful."
Margaret glanced longingly out the window beside
her at the bright Mediterranean sunshine, and wondered why, if it was
so lovely, they were sitting in this stuffy drawing room. She racked
her brain for an excuse, any excuse to depart. Perhaps she could suddenly
be ill. A headache would do. Or perhaps the shrimp sandwiches. One never
knew with shrimp...
"The Italian people are so marvelous,"
Lady Lytton said. "So charming and unspoiled."
"Quite." The duchess did not sound
pleased to have her dissertation on Italy interrupted by a mere countess.
"Although they are somewhat brazen in their manners."
"More tea, ladies?"
Cornelia gestured to the tea service on the
table beside her, and at the voices of assent that greeted her question,
she gestured to the maid, who began to pour out. Margaret knew that
since this was her father's villa and these were her guests, it was
her responsibility to be the hostess, but she felt no guilt at allowing
her cousin to play that role. Cornelia was so much better at it than
she. Margaret took a chocolate biscuit from the plate as it was handed
round and nibbled on it as she weighed the cost to her social status
of simply making a mad dash for the door. Or perhaps she could faint.
As she speculated on various ways to escape,
she could hear the duchess directing the conversation toward Italian
art. "You will find the museums of Italy quite splendid. The Italian
Masters were so gifted, I always think."
Margaret
wondered how great a stir would ensue if she opened the window and climbed
out.
"Take the sculpture of David, for example.
You can appreciate the true talent of Michelangelo when you see it.
Such exquisite line and form. So beautiful, so natural--"
"So naked," Margaret put in, unable
to stop herself.
The tiny shocked gasps of the ladies answered
her. She looked around with innocently wide eyes and plied her fan with
ladylike zeal, but had to bite down hard on her lower lip to keep from
laughing at their horrified faces. English ladies are so stuffy,
Margaret thought with all the staunch patriotism of an American. The
Duchess of Arbuthnot's haughty nose quivered with disapproval. Lady
Lytton veritably swooned, and her two daughters, Lady Sally and Lady
Agnes, stared at Margaret, their rosebud mouths gaping. Although she
didn't venture at glance at Cornelia, she knew her cousin was probably
sinking through the floor at this very moment.
Margaret couldn't sum up even the tiniest hint
of regret for her outrageous comment, but she did feel a twinge of pity
for Cornelia. It was, after all, her cousin's responsibility to launch
her in European society, but during the past year, she had not been
very successful.
The awkward silence was broken by the arrival
of Giuseppe. The butler entered the drawing room and announced, "Lord
Hymes."
The ladies stirred, making hasty preparations,
and Margaret's faux pas was forgotten for the moment. She sat motionless,
watching as they smoothed their hair, straightened their skirts and
fluttered like dithering hens. That the mere arrival of a man could
cause such a flurry of activity was incomprehensible, it truly was.
Lord Hymes walked in with all the pompous assurance
of the British aristocrat. He greeted the married ladies first, as expected,
then moved on to Lady Sally and Lady Agnes, then finally to her.
The eyes that met hers were admiring, making
it clear she was the one he had really come to see. But his gray gaze
was also coolly assessing, as if she were a painting he was thinking
of buying, and she did not want to be a painting. She might just as
well be put on the auction block at Sotheby's and sold to the man with
the highest title.
"Miss Van Alden." He bent over her
hand in the customary gesture and pressed his lips to her fingers, but
the kiss was not a long one. Roger Hastings never stepped beyond the
bounds of propriety.
Tall and fair, he was quite good looking, with
golden hair so perfectly combed that Margaret felt an overpowering urge
to muss it. He wore an immaculate suit with a faultlessly tied cravat
that she always wanted to yank askew. He excelled at foxhunting, although
how a man could excel at a sport where the dogs and the horses did all
the work was beyond Margaret's comprehension. He always said and did
the appropriate thing. He was such a smoothly finished article. Margaret
found him incredibly dull.
He released her hand and stepped back. Margaret
waited until he had sat down, accepted a cup of tea, and replied suitably
to the duchess's questions about his health, then she gave an exaggerated
sigh. "Oh," she moaned, and pressed a hand to her forehead.
Everyone in the room looked over at her with
worried expressions. All except Cornelia, whose glance was definitely
skeptical. "Oh," she said again and wilted slightly in her
chair, praying for the question that would enable her to escape.
Lady Lytton provided it. "Margaret, my
dear, are you ill?"
She lifted her head and tried to look convincingly
sick. "My head," she murmured. "It's aching so dreadfully."
She rose and continued in a weak voice, "I'm so sorry, but I fear
I really must lie down. Pardon me."
She cast an apologetic glance at the others,
then left the drawing room. Once out of their sight, she raced across
the tiled foyer and up the stairs. Safely inside her bedroom suite,
she shut the door behind her and let out a heartfelt sigh of relief.
Thank goodness that was over.
Lord Hymes was probably quite disappointed
at her hasty departure. She hoped he thought it was because of his arrival.
Maybe then he'd return to his estates in Durham, or wherever it was
he came from, and stop following her about.
Hymes, she knew, wanted to marry her. He had
already spoken to her father on the subject. Her father, of course,
had been delighted, but she had no intention of considering Lord Hymes
as a husband. To Hymes, marriage meant landing a rich wife who would
get him out of debt.
Well, Margaret certainly met the requirement.
Her father had money, so much money that it made the stodgy old Knickerbocker
set back home in New York physically ill to contemplate it. She had
Worth gowns she never wore more than once, a French chef always at hand
to prepare the rich sweets she craved, and more jewels than she could
ever wear. Her father owned mansions in New York, Newport, a townhouse
in Paris, and this villa just outside Rome. No wonder she had suitors
standing in line. No wonder they all wanted to marry her.
Fortune hunters. During the year she'd been
in London, there had been dozens of them, all vying for the Van Alden
millions, none of them vying for her heart. She despised some of them,
she pitied some of them, but she hadn't fallen in love with any of them.
And she found it hard to believe that any of them had ever been in love
with her. Hymes certainly wasn't.
Margaret walked over to the French doors, opened
them and stepped out onto the balcony. The sun fell over her like warm
honey, and the breeze caressed her face. Her view faced the countryside
of wooded hills and meadows. Due to the plentiful winter rain, everything
was lush and green, and she stared out over the landscape with longing,
wishing she had time to take one of the horses out, but it was too late
in the day for a ride. At home in America, she would have thought nothing
of it, but she was not in America, and on this side of the Atlantic,
going out alone, especially in the late afternoon, was an unpardonable
breach of etiquette.
She had been thrust into a world where everything
exciting seemed to be a breach of etiquette. She shifted her weight
restlessly, and not for the first time, she chafed under the rigid rules
of her existence.
Suddenly a figure in red caught her attention,
and Margaret leaned over the railing, watching as a barefoot girl ran
through a meadow in the distance. She was holding her scarlet skirt
high to avoid tripping in the long blades of grass. Her dark hair, long
and loose, flowed behind her in the spring breeze and her laughter rang
out, merry and unrestrained. She glanced back over her shoulder, and
Margaret noticed that a man followed her, chasing her through the field.
The man finally caught the girl. Wrapping his
arms around her waist, he caught her hard against him. Between shrieks
of laughter, she struggled, but didn't seem to be fighting all that
hard. The man turned her around in his arms and kissed her, and her
arms came up around his neck, telling him plainly that the chase was
over and he had won. Still locked in each other's arms, they fell down
amid the grass and disappeared from view.
Margaret straightened away from the rail, shaken
by the passionate encounter she had witnessed. A feeling of intense
longing welled up inside her, so strong it made her ache.
Oh,
how she wished to be that girl. To live like that, to feel like that.
A knock sounded on her door, and Margaret left
the balcony. That would be Cornelia. With a resigned sigh, she walked
back into the sitting room of her suite and sat down on the sofa. "Come
in."
As expected, her cousin entered the room. But
to her dismay, Cornelia had brought extra ammunition with her. Margaret's
father.
Henry Van Alden was a powerfully built man, with
piercing gray eyes that saw far too much and a square jaw that showed
clearly the hardness and determination that had made him one of America's
wealthiest men. Just now, he wore a frown that the financiers of Wall
Street and Margaret both knew very well. The men of Wall Street would
have been intimidated by that frown. Margaret was not.
The pair took chairs facing her. Margaret gathered
her defenses and prepared for yet another confrontation about her future.
Her gaze moved defiantly from her father to her cousin and back again.
"Why don't you give me the lecture and get it over with?"
"Hymes came solely for the purpose of seeing
you," Henry said, "and the minute he arrives you plead a headache
and leave."
She shot
an accusing glance at Cornelia.
Her father
saw it. "Cornelia didn't tattle on you, miss, if that's what you're
thinking. The Duchess of Arbuthnot told me, and she expressed great concern
over your future."
Margaret found that concern hard to believe and
expressed it succinctly. "Hah!" she said in an exact imitation
of the cantankerous old lady.
Henry sighed heavily, but let that pass. "The
fact remains that Lord Hymes asked my permission to court you and I gave
it."
"He did not ask mine."
"Don't be impertinent with me, miss. Hymes
would make you a good husband, and I can't see why you refuse to even
consider him."
"I don't think he would make a good husband
at all."
"What's wrong with him?" Henry demanded,
clearly exasperated and puzzled. They'd had many similar discussions during
the past year, but Margaret knew he still did not understand her nor the
reason she refused one man after another. "He seems a good enough
fellow. He's a viscount. Handsome, quite a catch, Cornelia tells me."
"Is he? I am informed that he's also desperately
in need of money."
"So is nearly every other British peer.
What of it?"
"He's nothing but a fortune hunter. Doesn't
it bother you that he wants to marry me for my money?" she demanded.
Her father's frown deepened into a scowl, and
Cornelia spoke before the shouting could begin. "Maggie, darling,
you can't expect your father's financial status to go unnoticed. A dowry
is always an important consideration for a man thinking of marriage. But
just because Lord Hymes is a bit short in the pocket doesn't mean his
feelings for you aren't genuine. He's an honorable man. I'm certain of
it."
"Then why don't you marry him?" Margaret
countered gloomily.
Her cousin smiled and moved to sit beside her
on the sofa. "I'm already married, remember? I think Hymes really
does care for you. I think he wants to marry you for more than your money."
Margaret looked at her cousin with envy. Cornelia
had the good fortune to have fallen in love with a man who had more wealth
and higher social position than herself. There was no doubt that his feelings
for her were genuine. As long as she remained Henry Van Alden's daughter,
Margaret would never have that certainty. "Hymes doesn't want a wife.
He wants a banker."
"Damnation, Margaret!" Henry's voice
exploded like a rifle shot, his patience obviously at an end. "It's
important is that you marry a gentleman who moves in the right circles,
who can give you the respect of his name and position. Hymes can do that."
Margaret pressed her fingers to her temples and
realized her feigned headache was becoming a reality. Respectability mattered
so much to her father, respectability that all his money could not buy.
Though the powerful men of New York willingly dealt with him in business,
their wives and daughters had closed ranks against the upstart Van Aldens.
Hoping the British were more amenable, Henry had taken her to London and
placed her in the hands of her cousin, who'd had the good fortune to marry
a viscount the year before and whose excellent social connections made
her perfectly suited to the task of finding Margaret a titled husband.
Thus far, the experiment had proved a dismal
failure. During the past year, her father had received many offers for
her hand, but Margaret had no intention of buying her way to respectability
by becoming Lady Whatever, and had refused every suitor that came her
way.
"If I ever decide to marry, it will be for
love and no other reason." She raised her head and glared at her
father, setting her jaw in a stubborn line that mirrored Henry's own.
"I don't love Hymes," she said through clenched teeth, "and
I'm not going to marry him."
"You're twenty-three, and I won't see you
become an old maid. I intend to see you married before another year goes
by. You say Hymes isn't the right man for you? Fine. Then pick another--Edgeware,
Montrose, Worthington--I don't care which. They've all offered for you.
So choose one, and let's get on with it."
The fact that her father could be so oblivious
to her feelings made her angry. And anger made her reckless. "Perhaps
I'll just fall madly in love with some starving artist who'll paint me
in the moonlight and whisk me away to a quaint little hovel on a Greek
island where we can live in sin."
Her shot went home. "You'll do no such thing!"
Henry roared, so loudly that Cornelia cringed, and Margaret knew she had
gone too far. "I've had enough of this foolishness. You'll be properly
wed to a well-respected gentleman. I'm getting old, and I want grandchildren
before I die."
His words caused Margaret's anger to fade away.
Her father had been talking a great deal about his age lately. "Don't
say that."
"I'm fifty-two. No man on my side of the
family has lived past fifty-five, and I probably won't either."
"You're not going to die for a long time
yet, Papa."
Cornelia
gave a delicate little cough. "Perhaps this discussion should be
continued another time, Uncle. It's after six o'clock, and the ball does
begin at eight. We must be getting ready."
Margaret shot her cousin a grateful glance.
Henry rose to his feet. "I don't see why
women need two hours to dress for a ball," he grumbled. "An
hour is more than enough time."
"For men, perhaps," Cornelia replied
with a smile. "But women require more time to look our best."
Margaret stood up and walked around the table
to her father, hoping to make peace. "Don't worry, Papa," she
said, linking her arm through his. "I will probably marry,"
she added as she walked with him to the door. "Someday, if I find
the right man. There's plenty of time."
Henry
paused in the doorway and turned to her. "Time slips away faster
than you think, my girl. I want you settled with a husband and children
of your own."
"I
know."
"You
don't believe this, I know," he said heavily, "but love isn't
everything, and it really isn't necessary to a successful marriage. I
didn't love your mother, and she didn't love me. But we had a good, solid
marriage just the same, and we were quite fond of each other."
"Yes, Papa, I know," she said, thinking
a lifetime of good and solid and being fond of a man sound horribly dull.
She gave his arm an affectionate pat before she gently ushered him out
the door. When he left, she closed the door behind him. "Cornelia,
you're an angel," she said, turning to her cousin. "Thank you.
I'm so glad that's over. He seemed to take it rather well this time. At
least he didn't threaten to disinherit me."
"I do believe he thought you were serious
about the artist. Really, Maggie, sometimes you are so outrageous! A Greek
island!"
"I think I shocked him with that one,"
she agreed, walking back over to the sofa. "But sometimes Papa can
be so overbearing. He thinks he can bully me into doing whatever he wants.
And you're no help. Must you keep pushing Hymes down my throat?"
"If you hadn't already refused Lord Edgeware,
Lord Worthington, and Lord Montrose, I wouldn't have to." Cornelia's
expression became thoughtful. "I know it's sometimes difficult to
believe, Maggie, but your father loves you. He wants you to be happy."
Margaret sighed. "Papa wants heirs, that's
all."
"Can
you blame him for that? He's worked hard for many, many years, and you
are his only child. Of course he wants heirs."
"So
I am to be displayed all over the ballrooms and drawing rooms of England
and the Continent like wares in a shop window, only to be traded, along
with my substantial inheritance, for the price of a title?" Margaret
shook her head as she sat down on the soft and reached for a chocolate
from the table beside her. "No, thank you."
"You've
been reading too many suffragette pamphlets. Courtship and marriage aren't
like that at all."
"Aren't they? If you marry a man who does
not love you, marriage is a prison."
Cornelia lifted her hands in a gesture of surrender.
"I understand why your father becomes so exasperated with you, I
honestly do! Maggie, I have introduced you to dozens of eligible men.
Can you not find one among them that interests you?"
"That's not good enough." Margaret
licked a bit of melted chocolate from her finger and leaned back against
the sofa. "He has to be the right man. He has to be a man who loves
me, not my money, a man who will prove his love to me beyond a shadow
of a doubt. If I don't meet such a man, I will die a spinster."
"And how is any man supposed to prove his
love for you if you never even give him a chance?"
"He
would have to be a very special man." She closed her eyes, imagining
him in her mind now as she had seen him in her dreams so many times before.
He was always the same -- a dark and handsome figure. Though his face
was always obscured, she was certain that when they finally met, she would
recognize him instantly. She opened her eyes. "He would have to be
kind, honest and honorable, perhaps even noble. He would have to be exciting,
brave, and strong. He would have to respect my wishes and value my opinions.
He--"
She broke off as Cornelia began to laugh. "What's
so funny?" she demanded.
"You are. I'm beginning to understand what
your problem is. You don't want to be in love. You want to be in love
in a novel."
Margaret made a face. "I don't know what
you're talking about."
"Yes,
you do. You don't want a real man, you want a knight in shining armor."
"I
know what I want, and I won't settle for less. What's wrong with that?"
"What's wrong with it is that it's not realistic.
No real man can possibly live up to your expectations, so you dismiss
every man who comes along without giving him a chance to win your affections.
You hardly know Lord Hymes, yet the moment you found out he didn't have
much money, you tried and convicted him as a fortune hunter without even
bothering to learn anything about his character. You might at least get
to know him before you make such a harsh judgment."
The clock on the mantel struck half past six
and Cornelia jumped up. "Heavens! We can't continue chatting away.
We've got to get ready." She ran for the door. "Think about
what I've said," she urged. "I'll see you downstairs."
Her cousin departed in a rush, and Margaret reached
for the bell pull to summon her maid. The girl arrived within moments
carrying Margaret's gown for the party and helped her dress, but after
that was accomplished, she sent Molly away, deciding to do her own hair.
She wanted to be alone for a few moments.
Her father called her foolish. Cornelia called
her unrealistic. Perhaps they were right, she thought, staring at her
reflection in the mirror above her dressing table. Not exactly a face
and figure that would inspire a man's passion. She saw a round face with
brown eyes and a wide mouth, ordinary brown hair without a hint of gold
or red to make it interesting, and a plump figure that no corset could
mold into the fashionable wasp waist. She saw a taller version of the
chubby child she'd once been.
She wrinkled her nose at her reflection and sat
down. It didn't really matter what she looked like. She could be a lump-nosed
troll with a voice like a corn crake and suitors would still be standing
in line, with their staid, pedantic notions of courtship, treating her
with kid gloves for fear of spoiling their chances. She had met so many
men like Hymes, and she was tired of their hypocrisy. She had hoped that
her tour of Italy would be a sort of reprieve, a way to avoid all the
money-hungry suitors, but so many British aristocrats came to Italy in
the spring that she might just as well be in London.
She thought of her friends -- Ann, Eliza, Josephine
-- girls who had grown up in identical circumstances to her own, American
girls with wealthy fathers and no background, who had gone to London to
find titled husbands. They had found them, and they were miserable. They
had discovered that beneath the aristocratic veneer, their dukes and their
earls were cold, unfeeling, unfaithful, and usually in debt. Margaret
shook her head. She would not make the same mistake.
She
twisted her hair into a simple chignon and secured it in place with a
pair of gold filigree combs. It was her life. She could throw it to the
devil if she wanted to. She would not be bullied or intimidated into a
loveless marriage.
Margaret donned a pair of diamond earrings, but
her hands faltered as she began to fasten the matching necklace around
her throat. She ran the sparkling chain through her fingers without seeing
its beauty. She would gladly trade all her diamonds, all her silks, all
her luxuries, for a man who truly loved her, but she was afraid that no
man would ever love her more than he would love her father's money.
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